give him something he can feel in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

people have been doing that lately.

it’s a song. by Aretha [as in franklin]. it was in the movie ‘sparkle’ the remake. I don’t know if it was in the original as I’ve never seen that one.

Clint’s been doing that w/ music. and my friend Lu just did that w/ her reply to my fb message ‘I’ve missed you’. just. wow. that’s so nice. I mean it. it’s also thoughtful. it’s nice to know you’ve been missed.

it’s weird, feeling things. I either don’t feel much of anything or when I do it’s all at once. I haven’t felt emotions normally in such a long time. it used to be. i’d feel stuff but it would be to the same level. all the time. yeah that’s part of my depression. [there’s a weird way to think of something ‘my’ depression].