So I didn’t call my step dad… I feel bad.
But not bad enough to call him…
Maybe next year?
Steve. Of course we HAD to have drama today.
I’ll just post screenshots, it’s easier.
I’m tired of being bad guy. I GAVE him the boys. I wanted him to have the boys. Jesus I, more than ANYONE else (maybe less than the boys though) want my boys to have him in their life. I want them to have a good role model. Besides the relationship shit, he’s ALWAYS been good for them.
I’m just so tired of this. I’m mostly upset that he thinks so big of himself that he makes this about him. I want to control his life? Hardly. This about me, a mother, giving her babies over to another home. Another place that they’ll grow to feel safe in. A place without me. Fuck him having a relationship with some other girl. Great! Now go break all her stuff and follow her in the shadows all over God’s creation. I’ve told him I believe he deserves happiness. I told him I am fine that he moved on. I honestly think his anger comes from me not being angry… Idk. It is frustrating!
This has everything to do with ME and MY babies. I’m not ready yet. We meet in a couple of days to sign papers. As I said in the beginning we will see in six months, September.
I don’t have to take his happiness into consideration anymore. I no longer have to suppress my feelings and sacrifice my happiness for him. I’m NOT comfortable right now. Maybe later. We need time. In the mean time, he can compromise!
Fuck. Happy Father’s Day, ya dick.
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