Do anyone else's kids hate each other? in 2015

Omg the kids were actual DEMONS this weekend. It was horrible. I mean, I realize that siblings will hate each other to a certain degree but this was just something else. I am an only child (basically aside from two half sisters who didn’t live with me…well one did but not for long) so I don’t really understand the ‘sibling’ thing.

I feel like maybe they fight too much for siblings. They are constantly at each other trying to piss each other off. It never ends so it seems. One always gets hurt in the meantime as well. Its exhausting.

Also, Miley is back at her usual springtime bullshit. Apparently this is every year. Around this time she refuses to go to bed, gets up a thousand times and causes hell. It happened the year before school, and it happened again last year. Some kind of trend going on. Maybe shes just tired of being in school and wants to just chill out instead. I don’t blame her, but there is like 7 school days left! Hang in there kid.

Chris and I have been pretty good. Not as good as we were all year thus far, but decent. He still thinks that I’m not worth as much as he is. He doesn’t say it, but the things he says to me sure make me feel it. And yes, I’ve told him this. Basically I feel that anything that “I” do, or am a part of… is meaningless to him. If it doesn’t actually pay any of the bills, it doesn’t matter. Same old. The thousands of dollars I spend IN this household, goes unnoticed. :( My karate… now I don’t expect him to “like” it, but I do expect him to respect the fact that I DO. I always have respected his volunteer fire dept thing… we just don’t see eye to eye there yet.

Hopefully that comes, and he starts seeing me as some sort of value to his life. That sounded horrible, I know he loves me but sometimes the things he says to me makes me feel like less of a person than he is.

UGH.

Anyway, moving forward.

Kristen <3

Last updated June 23, 2015