Feeling It. in A Life Uncommon

It's been a really rough few months, Compounded by what I assume is my version of SADS, And I am just all out of coping skills.

Today's mini snit was brief but led to me sobbing as a release. I disappeared upstairs to put up clothes and be alone, and thought aloud, "I just need to disappear. I need to be alone for awhile in the darkness."

And then,whoa, because it's been a really long time since I've had that kind of thought going on. It almost made me wince.

Time to get my life back on track. Fuck you, depression. Go away.