Bad Day in New Diary

Yesterday was a very bad day. Anne had to go to the hospital for a chest x ray and blood work. We took an early bus ride to the hospital. She did her x yay then went for blood work. Later we had lunch in the cafeteria.

I am afraid I wasn’t myself yesterday. I was worried about a few things. I had an appointment with my case manager. She was supposed to pick me up and take me to the bank where I could get money for laundry I still owed Anne $5 and kept thinking about the money I owed her. All this was praying on my mind and againf I stressed myself out over nothing.

The bus ride back was pure hell. Neither one of us was in a good mood. There was this woman on the bus. She kept talking and talking to no one in particular. She was getting on my nerves big time. I was craving a cigarette big time. There fwas no deviations from the route but it seemed like it took forever to get home. Finally, we made it home.

I was worried about my fiancé. She hasn’t been feeling very well. She was really down.. Said she didn’t want to be alone. I had an appointment with Healthways and cancelled. She wasn’t much better . She complained about being tired and cold Well all we can do is wait for the results of the blood tests.

Later on my case manager picked me up at 2:30. We went to the bank. I withdrew $30 from my debit card. Then she took me to Wal Mart. While we were driving she asked about my finances. I said I can handle my own money. I make sure the rent is paid and the bills are paid. I make sure I have food to eat . She said I have expensive tastes meaning computers and NOOKs. I gues I do at that but I make sure the important things are taken care of.

Anne and I didn’t eat supper yesterday. She gave me a skillet dinner. I brought it up to my place and cooked it. I brought her s down to her. She came up later for a cigarette and we talked for a while. Then she went home.

I am making slow progress in my book America’s Unwritten Constitution by Akil Reed Amar. It is way over my head. I get discouraged with it because I can’t keep track of what the author is saying. Usually I like to read and then try to put in my own words what the author is talking about . But I can’t do this with this book because it is so deep. I am going to stick it out and finish it. I’m on chapter 3 now

Well that is about it for now