um well. i got some. but in a different form. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

and no not that. and by ‘that’ I mean sex. no i’m talin bout vitamin d.

so. my family & I went out for my dad’s birthday lunch. we went to a Mexican place. we sat outside. it was sunny for a bit. and I. felt better. I like the sun. and I really actually need it right now. [again yes I know they have lightboxes. I don’t have one, so].

it was cloudy most of the day today. I went to the store got some groceries. prior to that my sister I went to the mall. it was nice.

ya know whenever i’m not w/ people [like. I mean people I know] i’m more depressed. and right there’s the problem. it’s a process I get that but it’s seeming to be a helluva long process.