Eric, work, weather. in Since OD is shutting down....

Just a quick touch on some stuff before I get my ass to bed. I have to work 10:30 to 7pm the next couple of days and it’s already 12:30am so I gotta hurry and get this shit written so I can pass out.

Um yeah so Eric fucked up for the last time. I had to call the cops last night because he wouldn’t get out of my car. We were in my driveway when he started saying really demoralizing things and so I decided to take him home. Well we got about a block from my house when he decided to throw my fucking watermelon into the backseat. Well, it flipped my switch so I slammed on the brakes and told him the get the fuck out. He just kept arguing and was pissed because it was raining cats and dogs but I just couldn’t deal with someone talking to me like I’m trash but still expecting me to give him a ride home?!?!? He got out once I started talking to dispatch. I don’t feel any remorse whatsoever for kicking him out, raining or not because there’s just been too many fucking times that I’ve put up with men treating me just like he did and I just put up with it. I have him blocked and it’s going to stay that way. There’s just been way too many problems with this guy and I just can’t let it be in my life any more.

Work has been alright except for the AC being broke so it’s massively hot in there everyday and it’s so distracting that it’s hard for me to stay focused. I’m like never in a good mood anymore and want to do as little as possible. The boss was there today and had us tear down the fucking oven so I was in the back trying to scrub the shit off the big heavy metal pieces while sweat was dripping into my eyeballs. I felt like I was literally working in a fucking sweat shop. People are threatening to quit and I’m actually starting to wonder if I should look for another job. I am not going to spend the summer being close to a fucking heat stroke because my boss is a cheap fuck and won’t pay to get the AC fixed!!!

The weather has been complete bullshit again. It’s constantly raining and now the lakes here are completely full and the mosquitoes are worse than ever. I was outside earlier for about 10 minutes and have about 6 bites on me! OMG I’m seriously so over it!

Anyways, I must start getting laid down so I can sleep. I only have one cigarette left and probably won’t buy more. Diet is still going good but I’m annoyed that my scale is not showing me what I want to see. I’ll talk more about that next time.

Goodnight folks.