Very tired today in New Diary

. I called my debit card company last night. I told them about the last three charges I was disputing. I said that I talked with a B&N rep over the phone. They were for purchases I made on the 4th. I said I am no longer disputing the charges. They couldn’t un kill the debit card. Guy I talked with said I will be getting a replacement card on the 12th.

I am worried that Barnes and Noble will not get their money for the books I purchased on May 4. If I they can’t get the money will this mean they will not let me make a purchase on the 3rd? If this is the case then I would not be able to get a NOOK. I had my hearts set on getting a damned NOOK

I woke up today feeling very tired, depressed and frustrated. I didn’t get out of bed for a couple of hours. I was thinking to myself all I want to in my retirement is kick back and read books. Why am I going through all this stupid drama over a few stupid books. I wish to hell that I could walk long distances and again and get toi the library. It was easier then. All I had to do was find a book I wanted to read check it out and walk home. I didn’t have to go through this much frustration when I was younger. I am too old for this shit now I guess it is all catching up on me. I am me and this was why I felt so tired and depressed and very discouraged this morning ..

I have a hearing test today. Case manager is picking me up at 3:30 I feel very tired I don’t want to go but I will go

11:42am. I called my debit card company again today. It looks like Barnes and Noble got their money. This is good news. \now \I all have to do is wait till tomorrow. I can’t wait until \I get my check.

I’ve been going over my budget for the millionth time. After all expenses \I should have about $87 left for the month. This isn’t bad. \I should be in good shape. I will even have enough money left over to buy a new Stephen King book coming out this month. Life is good .

Last updated June 02, 2015