It's Getting Harder Monday, June 16, 2008
It's almost 1 in the morning and I can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes, tears leak out. I shake the thoughts of Angie from my mind and they come right back. I was holding up so well. I hardly have cried at all. I am trying to strong... to be optomistic... I tell the unborn child inside me that every thing is fine and mommies ok. I go back and forth on singing to her to wiping tears from my face. I am trying not to upset my baby and at the same time trying to get some fears let out.
Right now I am ok. Tired, but ok. As soon as I lie down I know I will be a mess again. Or maybe not. Maybe slumber will take over. I really need to sleep.
Tomorrow will be a very hard day. All of us co-workers will have to get together and talk about this. There will be many tears. It was just last week that one of our residents was given only a few months to live and we all cried together. Now it's one of our own.
Pray for us.
Her
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I'm praying for her. I hope you can get some sleep. (((HUGS)))) [angelhair] 6/16/2008 1:17:32 AM
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[OddJohn]
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