cause we don't talk about it like we did before we don't talk about it in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

or, something like that I, might’ve gotten the lyrics wrong. ‘slow dance’, milky chance. it’s an entire song about. dancing. that’s weird. there are a few other songs out there like that too.
and even though the title of this entry states.........erm I mean i’m going to do the opposite of what this entry states.
um. so this is how I am when big things happen. I don’t talk about them for like. a week. or more. I don’t talk about them untill i’m ready. [well certainly not before that’s not a good idea]. it took me. like. almost a yr. to talk to someone about Pat someone who wasn’t a friend he knew or a family member.
so here’s what I haven’t been doing. what i haven’t been doing is i haven’t been talkin about my grandmother. or blogging about it her. a whole lot.
I don’t know what I want, for this entry. [but I can sure tell you what I don’t want. evan pointed that out the other day]. once I know. i’ll leave it open to comments. but until then. yeah.