Sorry Guys in 2015

I truly didn’t mean to make you worry I just haven’t felt like writing.

The last of the belongings came out of Mom’s and the house put up for sale has now been sold. I knew it was coming but no matter how you tell yourself this it still hurts deeply. It’s caused a great depression.

My health is not doing much better, the uric acid still high and I’ve cut out all red meat down to one caffeine drink a day and it still rolls up. My leg is in terrible pain so much that on Tuesday I have a cortisone shot. My breathing had eased a bit for a while but now it’s back to where it was. I sleep a lot these days I think that’s the depression talking.

Mom celebrated her birthday last week and on Saturday we took cake and ice cream and had a load of us there to surprise her. A great day but also a very emotional one.

The house load hasn’t changed and I feel more and more irritated by this. But I also can’t leave dishes in the sink, floors unswept and beds unmade nor can I leave laundry unfolded. So I just do it through the pain.

The grandchildren are growing and changing everyday. They keep me hopping at times but always make sure they have time for a hug and kiss which makes me smile.

I had a few messages on FB saying you guys were worried about me so I figured I had better check in. I will try to not make it so long next time.