i'm not good at........and lucy. and my goal for this wk. and tv. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

i’m not good at. definitive statements. like ‘yeah i’ll do that’ or ‘no’. unless i’m stoned. like I probably won’t do it but i’ll give a v. committal ‘yes’. i’ll go ‘sometimes’ or ‘i’ll think about it’ by which I mean I already have and the answer’s no. I don’t tell people ‘no’. I have a hard time actually verbalising the word. and it’s not like. a difficult word to verbalise or anything. but ya know.........a person can ‘say’ no in more than one way.
uh yeah so last night I watched the ‘I love lucy’ ep. thingy on cbs. I like those old tv shows. and she’s so funny and like-able. I like her quite a bit.
So my goal for this wk. is not to drink as much. it’s not particularly good for me i’m getting tired of the mike’s black cherry stuff and also the booze is for everyone, so.
um. So as usual I’ve been watching tv online. I watched most of ‘the exes’ it’s funny. and uh a bit of an ep. of ‘salem’. and ‘last man standing’ I like that show. like a lot. I’ve been watching ‘penny dreadful’ but I binge watch and I only watch when a certain amount of eps. are up. for any tv show. I like ethan and brona though I have a hard time understanding her.