My Bloody Bathory...I'm So Sorry.. in Creative Unfoldings

How strange that your face should enter my thoughts tonight,
That lovely pale visage twisted in sadistic delight,
Dark red, Victorian satin enveloping your flesh,
With hardly a bit of cloth covering your breasts,

My beauty in blood, I’ve almost forgotten you,
Because my heart is not yours, this is the truth,
Though the fantasies that filled my head kept me warm,
To keep you in my head now could cause harm,

He knows about you, He knows of our games,
And he knows how you died in my head with such fame,
I told him how he took over my mind and you disappeared,
It took a while but eventually I had no more fears,

Once upon a time it was only you,my dearest,
And once, it was both, only my eyes bared witness,
My admiration for you will burn as my love will fade,
But part of me still wants you and I am in dismay..

-Wolfy