well that's out in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

well i’m disappointed. looks like it won’t work out w/ the indian guy. damnit. cause he was the one I was the most interested in. yeah and I don’t fully get why either. I sent him an email in reply to his but it was to the address the site provided. oh wait he gave me his email............yeah I might still email him.
but anyway so the reply to my email was ‘I give up i’m sorry it didn’t work out’. I just. this is so weird. but the reply was from one of those mail server thingys. you know the ones you get when you’ve sent an email but it didn’t go through, or something. and so bc of this I don’t understand. and I don’t like this feeling.