Size does in fact matter in Boredoms

A risky saying, I know, but I really believe it does. I keep getting the word average thrown at me when that comes up. Like average is something to be proud of? Average is boring. It’s one of the most boring words ever. It’s getting a C on your test; you pass, sure but whoop-de-fuckin’-doo! It’s wanting Coke at restaurant and settling for Pepsi because that’s what they had. Nobody wants average (note: all of my broad generalizations acknowledge a small percentage of exceptions).

In case anybody’s interested in why I decided to rant off about this, I’ve been back on the okc again and it’s gone much better than in the past but with that comes the knowledge that I don’t have anything to offer to a relationship and especially not if there’s a sexual component. Ugh, what am I thinking? Is there not a reason I stopped trying to have relationships? This whole post-Judas wave of confidence fucked with my head something awful!