Week 10 Update Wednesday, March 12, 2008
I am at school right now. Before I walked into the computer lab I felt great! No nausea, no acid reflux, and not even tired! Now as I sit here I get sleepier and sleepier... and a bit hungry.
I have told my parents I am pregnant. I was scared to death. My whole family was there, which is a long story, but it's done now. My mom is very happy because she knew that this is what I wanted. It took my brother a couple days to accept it, but what a sweetheart he was. He called me and said, "If you need anything just let me know. I wasn't the best uncle for Addie and Will (our neice and nephew) but I am going to be the greatest uncle for this one!" Being that my brother is brain injured it meant so much to me. It's very hard for him to say things like that. It made me tear up... kind of like everything does.
I hadn't heard from the father in awhile. He instant messaged me for the first time 2 days ago. He just said, "We should talk, but not now. I am too tired." I have to admit it was nice hearing from him, but I am still a little mad at him. I try not to be, but I just can't help it. I am just scared when we talk he's going to be all negitive about the baby and I can't handle that right now... or ever.
Now that most people close to me know that I am pregnant I am opening up the other entries to public. I just don't always know who is reading my diary so I have to be careful. I am excited about becoming a mom. I am 10 weeks now. Yeah! Only a million weeks left.
Well, I have a midterm to be studying for. I just had to update a little. It's hard to do when all you want to do is throw up and sleep, preferably not at the same time.
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random* congratulations! [jadalove] 3/12/2008 10:01:32 AM
i'm so glad you're doing well -xo [ephemeral] [p] 3/12/2008 10:05:49 AM
found you on the front page...
that was really sweet of your brother! congrats on telling your family :) [sarahndipity]
3/12/2008 10:06:20 AM
Congradulations. I am so glad it went over so well with your family and everybody became so supportive. Good luck with your mid terms. I send my love. [~underneath~] 3/12/2008 11:51:56 AM
I'm glad you told them and that your mom was supportive. I hope your dad was as well.
Those million weeks will go by pretty fast :-)
[OddJohn]
3/12/2008 12:07:22 PM
<3 [JKD Student] 3/12/2008 1:13:04 PM
i hope your dad has positive things to say. your baby will be beautiful and loved so much. what more could a father want for his daughter? [muted exposure] 3/12/2008 1:49:52 PM
I just got all caught up...congratulations on the baby. I know you must be really excited. [lostonthesea] 3/13/2008 12:06:35 AM
I can't believe you have a little one on the way! Congratulations! I understand about the all-day sickness, I had it for 8 1/2 months and lost 13#. It is all worth it though and I would do it again in a heartbeat. You are in for the ride of your life. How wonderful. [nursechicrn] 3/13/2008 12:30:38 PM
ryn: oh my gosh, silly! don't worry about what i think haha. i am truly happy for you. i know this is what you wanted and i know you're going to be a great mom. i can't think of anyone else who deserves this more than you and i mean that from the very, very bottom of my heart. [ephemeral] [p] 3/13/2008 4:27:09 PM
also: i honestly don't think you've made any mistakes and i really can't think of anything you could or would do that would make me think less of you. i mean that.
love you
[ephemeral] [p]
3/13/2008 4:29:11 PM
[dontyouforgetaboutme] 3/13/2008 5:36:50 PM
I missed all of this too!
Congratulations! That is wonderful news.
As far at the father goes...it sounds like you've got great family support. In this day and age, it seems like having a baby on your own is more the "norm". You're going to be terrific! I'm sorry you're sick, but that gets better for almost everyone after the first trimester. When are you due? [Mommy2Katie]
3/13/2008 5:46:10 PM
Telling people is the hardest part. It's all uphill from here :) Glad your family took the news so well. I hope the daddy comes around. Most do, at least some when they see their babies. [Changing The Season] 4/9/2008 11:09:28 PM
I am reading your diary, just thought you should know. [My Dream] [p]
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