maybe it's good we broke up *on my ex* in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

there’s something we haven’t heard about in awhile. my ex. so prior to my going overseas I was as I might’ve stated rereading my entries in order to update my.........Xanga I think it was.is. and I remember in one entry I stated that my ex didn’t want to be w/ someone who wanted to die. well let’s be honest no one wants to. but maybe it’s good we broke up before I...........got really sick in may and um.yeah. then he wouldn’t know. well. then we obviously weren’t together.
and yet. even though evan probably doesn’t want to either he was there that night. and last may around this time I was there for him when I though. I was going to lose him. he doesn’t remember much of that night. it terrified me. it was then or soon after that I realized i’d do anything for him. even if I shouldn’t. I don’t think that about most people.
it’s been 2 yrs and 4 days since. mine...........since that night as I call it. um. wow.