16 & pregnant in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

never been. um I mean I’ve never been pregnant though apparently amber is. she’s also apparently 31. and Jennifer the yelling lady is too. pregnant I mean. she’s in her 40’s.
um but anyway. so my mom & I watched that show when we were in Amsterdam. it was interesting. the girl’s............boyfriend kindof reminded me of evan. the guy thought it was going to be easy to get a job to support their daughter. not that i’m pregnant or evan and I have kids or anything. [and thank god we don’t w/ all the trouble he causes me]. but idk. last time we talked was before I went overseas [the word ‘left’ as in ‘before they left to go o holiday’ has a completely different connotation to me. it means left as in passed on. er I mean that’s the connotation it.........yeah. as does the word ‘gone’]. he seemed to be doing well. we’ve not talked since I’ve been back. once he was talking about us living together. and ya know when watching that show I fully understood that that’s just. not a practical idea cause of the whole SSI thing. I love him and I think he said that out of emotion. well a lot of people say things out of emotion. he’d go to work and then he’d come and take care of me if I needed it. and while I really like that idea it just wouldn’t work. he’s one of the 3 people i’d actually let take care of me. it sounds like a nice life a simple life and yeah it’s a good idea in theory. but it would probably be a lot of trouble too, so. we’re not planning on it or anything we’d just talked about it once. and also living w/ people is hard. you should be quieter than when you’re just by yourself for one.