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Neither of my kids has ever thrown up… Until today. Lorelei randomly threw up after breakfast. All over the floor, herself, and me. She woke up at 6.30 this morning. I got like 4 hours of sleep, and she woke up a few times and so did Cannon. He was running a temperature which has now turned into a cold. His nose is runny. But I think perhaps Lorelei shared her virus with him, since she had those things the week before last.

It also hurts when she nurses ever since she got her top two teeth in. ;(

So. I haven’t had a chance to eat or wash my face… Which is typical. But still. I like to feel human.

I still have no idea when I will get to start my paper that is due on Monday.

I dunno, life is pretty difficult lately.

I guess I should be more grateful. I feel guilty a lot that I fantasize about not being here.