Alive - 17.11.13 in Your Face

I'm still alive, which most of you know because we're facebook friends. If we're not facebook friends, and you'd like to be, leave me a private note.

I'm alright. Somewhere in between a depressed, black hole and a level of moderate satisfaction with life. It's not ideal, but I'm trying to manage it.

Why is it so hard to smother hope? I have a strong fear of disappointment, so I try to keep my hopes low, and lately to not have any at all, other than to make it through another day. I just can't kill that little voice in the back of my head that whispers to me all day along of things I would love to happen, to see, to experience. I'd rather that voice go on vacation for a month or two so I can focus and Get Shit Done.