take a little time some memories and wine in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

Janis ian, ‘bright lights and promises’. I love that song.

um anyway. ya know I’ve recently realized [esp. now that i’m older] i’m the kind who prefers to go to a café or talk w/ a friend over a drink of wine. then like. go clubbing or something. clubbing was great when I was. in my early 20’s it’s just not that appealing to me now. part of it’s that I’ve always been like that and part of that is. like I said i’m getting older. i’m more. subdued I think. i’m no longer the suzi quarto/joan jett wild thing that I used to be. I can’t drink the way I used to for example. [still like those artists though]. I mean I was. well I drank all the time. and now I have 3 drinks and I get drunk fairly quickly. in fact i’m there right now as i’m typing this. I don’t get buzzed anymore and idinno if it’s the drinking or my age. as in I don’t know if it’s cause I drank so much for 2 yrs. or if that’s how it is anyway. or maybe both.
no i’m not old i’m just not 21 anymore.

well that’s really about it for this entry.