try sleeping w/ a broken heart. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

and a bruised arm. actually the broken heart segment is an Alicia keyes song. she’s cool I like her. but it also fits.

I was thinking . er I mean I did think about calling him last night. evan. but then i’m like ‘you’re the one who wanted the break’. I still feel like it’s too soon. I just. i’m so used to depending on him. didn’t call him though. yes and that’s the problem. is I am so used to depending on him. whenever I had an issue he’s the one i’d go. or the one i’d want to go to. we’re.......we’re not we’re not.......broken up as well we were never together. but I’ve read something eluding to the fact that heartbreak isn’t just limited to dating. I don’t have w/ anyone else what I have w/ him. I don’t have this..........this closeness. yes and again there’s the problem.
I didn’t call him btw. we both agreed that unless it’s something major we won’t call each other.
um yeah my arm. it’s getting better. when I reach up to get something it doesn’t hurt. now it’s just stiff. I sleep on my right side habitually and that. happens to be the arm they drew the blood from. which as I’ve mentioned now has bruises. I don’t like sleeping on my left side and idk why. it just idinno it feels weird.