rambles. in A Day in the Life of Me

Haven’t really got much to write about at the moment, it’s why I haven’t been writing. Been trying to make sure I keep up with all of you though. I don’t always leave notes, as I don’t know quite what to say, or it’s already been said by someone.
Been trying to hit the gym at least once or twice a week, been tough. Getting so sick of winter here, had another 10-15 cm of snow fall two nights ago.
Had a Birthday card in the mail from my casual job, I kinda forgot they send them, and got totally excited when I saw it, because they include a $50 gift card to one of the grocery chains here!
Will help alot with picking up odds and ends as its to the chain that actually hosts the women’s only location of my gym.
Wish I had had it before i went to the gym tonight after work, I could have picked up few things. Though we don’t really need anything, I just like to try and keep things on hand.

I am also drowning in worry about everything to do with the lawyer and all the stuff we still need to get done and dropped off, and the bill. the bloody bill.
Why the hell does it cost so much to file paperwork.....
Fee for the actual paperwork - $1040
Fee for the lawyer to file - $5000
we’ve already paid a retainer fee of $2500, so we need to raise $3540 more to pay off, plus the $1000 we owe back to our friend that gave us the loan to pay the retainer fee.
So $4540 total.

stress
I need to get off my ass Friday and get some calls done about it this.