Back When I Thought... in meh...

I use to want a big house. However that was back when I thought I’d have a lot of people around me at the end of it all. I question whether or not to buy a house, but I never had enough money, never made enough money to make it even seem remotely possible that I could by a house.

Back when I thought I had life figured out, my kids could live with me forever. My son is proving that he will need to live on his own before we ever find ourselves under the same roof again.

I don’t have many people in my life like I use to. Some of that is probably my fault, but, if they really loved me in the first place it would be so easy to let me go. I’ve become a cynic so I let people go that don’t seem like they want to be held onto.

I’m not feeling down right now. I think I’m over that whole death anxiety for now. I’m in need of some time off work. I want my brain to work properly for school. It does, but employment law, the union side of what we are learning right now is so dreadfully boring.

I got my new glasses (did I mention that?) as well as my son. To quote Donkey, “And now? We sexay!!” lol

Easter was celebrated by many walks to the park up the street with grandson, then we went along with my son to the Bread Company for a dinner that we didn’t really enjoy. I mean I liked what I had and the little kid. Who doesn’t love yogurt and pbj? My son wasn’t too pleased with his bean, southwest chicken flatbread sandwich with it’s traces of chicken inside.

I’m just droning today. Just wanted to make sure I wrote something I suppose. That’s all I got…:)

Kindes regards,
Sister