Desire. in Magma

I look at my wife and remember how much I hunger for her and at the same time remember so many times that she denied me. Even now that I’m out of the haze of my sex addiction, if it was that at all I find myself like a dog kicked when I was only looking for connection.

I don’t want to return to being sick like this any more. I think now after almost 2 years (this October) I realize the error of my ways but there is only so much “romance” a man can issue out without a response.

Aren’t my needs important? Do I not deserve to have this?