Work, an apology I never thought I'd get. in Since OD is shutting down....

Alright so I went to work and busted serious ass for 2 hours, I only made $15 and then I got off. I left there and had to come home because I ripped my pants and had to change them. Thank God nobody saw but I wrapped my hoodie around my waist and was grateful I was able to leave right away. I took my lil niece with me to get some groceries because I needed to get a little bit of food, some Tylenol Pm, flaxseed and hair gel.

Well as we were about to check out, I see Eric walking towards me. I instantly feel uncomfortable and wanted to just leave but didn’t. He asked me where I’ve been and he was very sorry for how mean he was. I made sure to ask why he called me such awful names and he said it’s just because he was mad and he would never do it again. He asked me several times if I would unblock him so we could at least talk over Facebook, which I did. I’m willing to talk to him but I’m not going to give him my phone number and don’t plan to ever hang out with him again. I told him I dealt with this type of shit from an ex on and off for 2 years and will not let it go on again. I told him I had to change my number because he wouldn’t leave me alone.

He was very apologetic and swore he would never do it again but I don’t believe him. I will give him another chance as far as letting him message me over Facebook but he won’t be given another chance to speak to me like I don’t have feelings. So far he hasn’t messaged me because he’s at work but I know he will once he is able to.

I feel a lot more at peace with everything and grateful to be back at my old job. I have to work 11-3 tomorrow so I’m gonna go to bed. I’m annoyed at myself for have not made shit all week and know it’s going to take some time to get some money back in my pocket. I’ve been having to spend money off my credit card so I’m hoping to get my bank account back to where it should be so I can have money and be able to pay my credit card down. I honestly wish I wouldn’t have ever quit in the first place because now I have to replenish my account.

Anyways, more tomorrow.