"Daydreamin' & I'm Thinking Of You..." in Him

There’s nothing much to write about Him right now. I guess that’s good, but my heart says something else. We’ve been doing our “Meme Wars” still. ::chuckles softly:: I remember when I named it that. He thought the title was perfect.

We had a bit of a row over repeat sendings during this game. And even when we disagree, it always has the mock argument feel to, it because it is. I don’t think we’ve ever argued. Nothing to argue about. Our opinons differ on somethings but we respect how the other feels and is and that’s that.

We had a brief conversation. He called while I was at work. It was slow so I took time out for him. Somehow Facebook (that blasted beast) came up and he told me that he hasn’t been there. He started to explain, with the first words being, “..I’m not one of those people that say ‘Facebook messing up my [relationship perhaps]…I’m just ironing some things out.’ I just said hey, you don’t have to explain any of that to me. Remember, I’m not even your “friend” there. It got kind of awkwardly silent after his non-explanation. Fact of the matter is, he’s getting hitched. It’s not to me. I don’t need to know what’s going on in his relationship.

But then we got back to our regularly scheduled quirkiness. We talked about Archer and how it’s been funnier these past two episodes among other things.

I miss him. I may never see him before he leaves me forever. But, maybe that will be a good thing.

Most days I realize it’s over, other days, I want to sign on to be a kept woman, but I can’t do that. Don’t want to lose me that much to keep him.

Sounds very grown up and adult doesn’t it?
I’m not.
I’m SO not.