blacking in and out in a strange flat in east london in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

‘recovery’, frank turner.

that song makes me so happy. [as does ‘empire state of mind’]. it reminds me of when I was sick. actually no that’s not exactly why it makes me happy. actually evan’s the reason I like frank turner. [wow i’m suddenly motivated to write]. I was really sick almost 2 yrs. ago. I don’t remember a whole lot of that time. i’m not completely ok talk/blogging about it but i’m trying to be here in this entry a bit. apparently I slept a lot after that night. I remember colors and proximity and. being really cold the coldest I’ve ever been. from that night. I must’ve been upset about something. um. [ok that was a bit too far]. evan was there. it was around that time that I heard that song. yeah I don’t really want to detail it more right now. and also that’s not the main point of this entry.

no um. I’ve actually been doing better. w/ this whole recovery thing. except for 5 days before today [the 5th to the 9th] I ate a lot better. well I ate more I don’t know if I ate better. I ate at least 3 things a day. for 2.5 wks. that’s more than I did back in nov. and i look good. and I actually don’t feel bad about the fact that I look good.

Last updated May 29, 2015