bleh in furious, fragile, and free

I’m going through things and I’m barely half-assing them. By things, I mean school. I just can’t bring myself to care about upcoming midterms and it makes me feel guilty. But like, I’ve reached a point in my life where I realize that grades are arbitrary and it literally does not matter what my GPA is and I don’t want to stress about grades anymore, I just want to learn.

I’m literally avoiding everything in my life right now and instead watching lots of Netflix.

My interview is on Monday and I have a lit midterm on Tuesday (haven’t read any of the assigned books lol), going on for Taco Tuesday because I will prob find out my fate by then and then leaving for Vegas Thursday morning.

I just can’t anymore.