so, i don't have aids. stds and rape. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

I saw my new dr. today Megan. actually she’s a nurse. she’s really nice I like her. we talked about my depression and BC options for my period. I got a STD test today for HIV. the finger prick test. and I don’t have AIDS. oh thank god. that’s the one I was the most worried about. oh so how this came about was that I um told her i’d been raped and we both agreed it would be good for me to get tested for STDs. even though i’m not sexually active given I’ve been raped........ well not like it’s a bad plan. i’m having a ‘down there’ test at my next appt. which i’m nervous about. Megan said she’d go slow. um so yeah.

it’s been hard telling people. prior to the past couple of yrs. I never would’ve. I didn’t talk about it for 8 yrs.

Last updated November 17, 2015