I had a friend who lived in an apartment one block from our house. Harry was a good man. I used to visit him a lot. Across the hall from him was the apartment manager, Peter. Peter didn't like me. I first met Harry when I collected pop bottles. I used to go door to door. Peter told me I wasn't allowed in his building but Harry opened his door and said I was his guest and I could come over whenever. Peter said fine but I couldn't collect bottles in his building.
One night when we were eating supper the phone rang. Mum said it was for me. It was Peter. He got my number from Harry. He askedme if I wanted to come over the next day.I said sure. I thought he didn't like me so I was more than eager to be his friend. I went to his place and he invited me in.
I was only five and I trusted grownups Little did I know that trust was about to be shattered. By Peter first and many grownups throughout my life. However Peter was the first and it was ages before I knew that what he was doing or had done was wrong.
I entered his apartment and sat on his couch. He offered me a pop and I said yes. We talked and he asked me about myself and my friend bobby. He asked me if I knew Bobby's number and I gave it to him. He started rubbing my back and asked if it felt good. Then things got a little weird . He started kissing parts of my body my head shoulders and his hands were moving all around my body. They found my private prts and he started massaging them. He told me to take my pants off cause he wanted to massage and kiss more. I wanted to go home but he said he wasn't doing anything bad and he likes me. I was 5. I wanted people to like me. He gave me 5 dollars and told me he would give me more. I spent the entire day at his house. On his couch. He started kissing my private parts and then put his mouth on it and started sucking. It tickled and I accidentally kicked him. For that he slapped me and then said sorry I said it was ticklish. He asked if it hurt and I said no. He said it tickles because I like it and it's new. He saidthe tickling would stop after a few times.. He said he liked me nd he would like me to come over more. He gave me another 5 dollars and told me to tell people the money was for helping him. He said to not to tell people this was jut between us. If I told people what we did bad things would happen to me.

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