Meh... in meh...

Valentine’s has come and gone. My kids father, in the usual asshole he is fashion, took our daughter and grandson to the movies and acted as if my son didn’t exist. I say that because it wasn’t brought to my attention this should be on the radar. I didn’t find out about it until my daughter asked me what her brother and I did. So, when father and son spoke finally, it was the usual hemming and hawing he does so effin well. Then backed out of doing anything with him yesterday either. I was almost on the brink of disappointing son too when I realized I didn’t have to. We went to the mall and picked up some games. I made roasted asparagus and crab legs for dinner and all was well.

I’ve actually been doing laundry. About to get more started and finished in a bit. I grocery shopped like I haven’t been able too in a long time. We have fruit and veggies and quinoa! I had to plug up my other fridge to store things. I am happy about that.

There is a guy that is friends with a friend of mine. My friend is seeing my bff. I don’t have a need to keep in touch with his friend, but we don’t speak on the social media forums we run across each other on. My only problem with him is how he was trying to go behind friends back to “steal” my bff away from him. I despise dirty people like that. So I cut off contact. If we saw each other in person I would speak and be cordial, but he is dirty.

So friend was reflecting on when our crew was tight. He commented on a picture of me. My forearms were on my thighs, hands pressed together, and my eyes were closed. There were funnies tossed around. Over all, it was not a bad picture.

Now, since it’s been revived, we had our say and it was done. Then this dirty mfr comes along and laughs. Whatever. My friend responded to it. He made a comment about his own mental caption and thought that went through his head and how Hilarious it was. I blocked him from my view because I don’t want any trouble. I’m sick of folks trying to side talk me. I have said nothing to or about his ass since I stopped putting myself in his line of sight. So I don’t appreciate his personal inside joke. Fuckin bum. I shoulda asked him if he still scheming on other guys girlfriends, but I’m trying to be above that type shit.

So…
I apologize for the negetivity. My funky mood is also in part due to an announcement that was made to me. It doesn’t affect me, but I’m very close to one of the parties and related to the other. Those involved definitly have made it so that the battlelines are drawn in the sand and sides are clearly defined. But I refuse to let their outcome determine where I stand in regard to love. Love is for ever, people are devious and full of treachery. May they get everything they deserve.

In ill spirits,
Sister

Last updated February 17, 2015