Entry 15-02.11.41 in Book Two: The Fifteenth Year of the Third Millennium of the Common Era

Bloody hell. Granted, sleepy as I am/was… it was good to nod off after working so hard. But I’ve absolutely hit that point where any sleep now feels like a cost to getting more done, and a cost that I am not sure I want to pay!

That being said… it is even more difficult to study immediately upon waking up today because (1) I am still super exhausted; (2) I am feeling very emotionally blah; (3) I am feeling rather horny and am super erect… a rather distracting place to be as the erection is quite demanding at present. BUT… onward!

12 Days Until Bar Exam. So, and this just hit me last night, that means I only have 9 DAYS before I leave for my parents’ place! :o

Today was, for many reasons, far less productive than I would have preferred! That being said, I only have 6 hours more in Class Lecture videos! That means, all videos included, I’ll be 98% finished… or, roughly, I will have consumed 144 hours of Substantive Legal Lectures in the last 2 months. So, I can at least be happy about that! Plus, I did some chores around the house so… even though I didn’t do as much studying as I would like (which would be 49 hours a day, lol) at least I wasn’t a bump on a log or anything.

I do have to say, a lot of the videos and workshops yesterday and today feel a LOT less like Law and a lot more like accounting. I know, I know, I get it… there are a lot of overlaps but… the stuff about Trusts and the stuff about Securities are especially “bank + money + ownership” which feels an awful lot like accountancy. Not to mention several questions specifically asking about stock options and high yield/low yield stock derivatives.

While I may have studied in other ways, the only video I got to today was:
Corporations (3 Hours). An important one as it is probably my weakest area by FAR and sunk me on an essay during the last bar. But, that is also why I doubt it will be as focused upon… since it was part of the last bar.
Corporations Check Point Quiz: 31% (One of the longest check point quizzes, by number of questions, in the entire program!)

(RoFL; as I worked today I had other entries I wanted to write. Political and/or Ontological and/or Personal. But… yeah. Studying, cramming, focusing, and barreling through? Totally taking priority! Which is both bad and good. I’m getting a yearning for video games and bar hopping and fun but I know that I’ll appreciate that all better and be more at ease if I wait until after studying and after the Bar Exam. Stupid… adulthood and delayed gratification.)

RANDOM THOUGHT: I often wish I could draw (because I love comic books and it would be a lot of fun to show people what I see in my head most days). That thought came up today as… while I was getting to the end of the day (despite lack of vids, still a long long day)… there were interesting things popping into my head that I wish I could draw to show people because I don’t have the words to merely describe it. Poo.

These two songs have been just STUCK in my head all day!