first date in Depression

So I’ve been talking to a guy on tinder for almost two months now. I know what you’re going to say, “that’s dangerous” “he could be anyone” blah blah blah. Which I have taken into consideration. Being an anxious paranoid person I’ve obviously thought about all of these things. The main one being, “he’s not going to like the look of me if I meet up with him”. Which has stopped me from doing so yet.

The thing is, we get on so well and he’s so good to talk to. I can feel myself like, falling for him. Obviously I fall quickly and weirdly, but I am.

Please don’t tell me this is stupid. I’m young, I get to make mistakes and learn and all that shit. I’m hoping this isn’t a mistake though.