Here I am in 2015

Well I’ve just returned from an assembly at the girls school. Faith got perfect attendance for the first semester as well as good conduct for both semesters. The other kindergarten classes gave away a lot of awards for children who had improved and children who had gotten 3 and 4’s in their subjects, however her teacher gave away none. It really surprised me at first but now that I think about it I feel sorry for the children. I’ve never really watched Faith interact with her teacher but I got to watch this today and she actually seems afraid her. I didn’t really like what I saw. Hope got perfect attendance this nine weeks, the Principals award for the nine weeks as well as for the semester she also received The Dolphin Award which is given from her teacher. It is the highest award and is only given to two students per class if that. Sometimes the teachers only give one per class. It’s give to those students who come into class each day ready to start the day begin their early morning work, always have their homework complete, are always ready to help the teacher and their fellow classmates and who show respect to the adults. I am really proud of her for this.. Faith’s teacher didn’t give but one of those awards where all the other teachers gave two. I watched as Faith had her hand up during the assembly for over five minutes I couldn’t see why until the teacher finally stopped talking to the other teachers around her and went over to Faith that a little boy was laying over on her. She was being polite and trying to get the teacher to remove him. Her attention was made to be caught by the principal who called her name quietly while the assistant was calling the names of other children.

I stay tired lately I only just want to sleep. I can fall asleep at the drop of a hat. Just seem to not be able to find the energy. I just keep trying to push forward and make myself to do what needs to be done. I just wish I could begin to feel better. Still no word from across the pond it’s been gone 13 days now. I have the knowledge that the flat we lived in is coming available for rent this month. What I don’t know is whether he has lost or left his job there or not. The mail is gotten from the offices as their is no mail box separate for the flat. But if he is gone from the job and the flat when it reached him then will the send it back or what? It’s the question I have right now. I can only pray he’s still there that he can sign the papers and I can put this behind me.