The bold and the beautiful. in Tales of being me.

At this point in time I have been officially single for more years than I’d like to admit. There have certainly been romances, sexual trysts and relationships that have occured during this single period. Ive never been more balanced and happy. Besides the work situation (which is sufficient but no where near all I strive to be. ) im pretty happy and content, more in love with myself than I’ve ever been ♡
I did something totally unlike myself the other day at work. Theres been this guy that comes in usually at least once or twice a week to pick up an order and i think hes absolutley adorable.Especially this particular day he was a little more dressed up, didnt have his usual hat on…he came in to pick up his order and i caught his eye and we both flashed big smiles. i was working at another station however so all i could was just steal side glances at him…and i looked up and he was gone, and i realized i was disappointed…a minute later i looked and he was back standinf and waiting for something in a moment of pure nerve i walked over, thankfully he was a little off to the side.. i gave him a big smile and slipped him my number, wrote a little note and said to msg me if he was single. Because literally all i know is his first name and how old he is. ( i asked around out of curiosity, 28, if youre wondering.)
His smile makes me smile :)
When i was done work that day i read my horroscope and it said something along the lines of you usually are a very logical thinker, today however you should follow your intuition. Good things will come. :) :)
That evening after work, i sucessfully teleported back to high school. haha i felt like a 15 year old school girl and i realized no matter what the outcome of everything i did something that was brave and bold and felt awesome. that was worth it..seriously..even if nothing came of it. anyways.. I was antsy and anxious wih wonder all night. so many things running through my head. 745 i get a txt from an unknown number and my heart leapt. it was a little unreal, not only did he seem awesome, but he told me he was…that totally reminded me of something i would say lol he was sweet, told me that he was glad idid what i did, said i was brave and that he could never find the nerve. it made me smile. we talked for a bit more and decided we should definitley get to know each other. he seems like a pretty positive person and im super excited ro get to know him.
so i messaged him on thurs inviting him out to smoke a j and have a drink witha friend and i ..i never heard back from him so i waited til sat and tried another mesaage..hey handsome happy weekend ..and nothing.
my intuition tells me hes a good guy, im usually a pretty good judge of character, i can read people’s energies somewhat easily these days
my intuition tells me his phone is broken and then i had a revelation on Saturday! I totally believe it and whats more is that i have a calm and peaceful and still super excited…that right there tells me this isnt over.. its a crazy feeling lol
whether i fall in love or at least gain another awesome friend, who knows but im really excited for the first time in such a long long long while.