I'm lame as fuck in Stuff

Oh man, the fact that it’s barely even 8:30pm and I’m in bed with the lights off on a Saturday night shows how lame my life has become LOL.
Holy shit, I’m just exhausted though. I even passed out for a half hour or so.
I just work hard on my two 10-hour days, and sometimes I’ve done gym as well, although I didn’t today, was just too fucked haha.

I am working tomorrow again though, so I guess that’s my excuse. Maybe if I can get out of the Sunday shifts, I might have more of a life, or at least try to. I don’t mind the Sunday shifts though, as they pay better and they usually go pretty fast as management are more relaxed (if there at all) and I’m out by 2pm. I’ll be pushing it tomorrow though trying to rush to catch that 2pm session with my friends - see, I do still have some.

I think of myself as completely boring to my housemate Nick. I am quite a few years older than him, and he headed out a while ago so I’ll assume he’s being a normal gay guy in his 20’s and out inseminating the town. Joking. Nick’s actually more into straight-clubbing than gay, or so he claims. I wouldn’t even know what the gay scene is like here these days, it’s been that long, and I never have anyone to go with.

Andrew is coming home this month, although I’m not sure when. All his response was when I asked him if he was, was “Yes.” I hope the house doesn’t look too bad. He’ll find something to go off about, I’m sure. At least that fuckhead Ayden doesn’t live here this time. Nick has yet to meet him, and he probably spends as much time in his room upstairs as I do downstairs.

I just caught up on the third episode of Cucumber. Man that show is good. Makes me WISH I lived in England in my 20’s to experience what gay-scene life there is like. I get that the show is fiction, but they make it seem to real!
I finally started watching the doco Tofu also, which is about real life sex and stories and only goes for 12 minutes. It’s pretty interesting.
I’ve yet to watch the third episode of Banana but I think that’s because the trailer showed lesbians, but I’ll get around to it.

To think I used to be at work right now, missing out on clubbing every weekend, and here I am, in bed, in the dark, before cover-charge even kicks in. Sheesh. I guess I’m as socially awkward as I ever was. I wonder if that will even change by the time I’m 40!

My brother sent me a text saying he’s going to Toowoomba to sort out the suit and asked if I wanted to come with. I CAN’T though. I’m jam-packed tomorrow between work, then the movie with Moe and Sheldon and then dinner with Alex. We have a lot to catch up on, and we always got along pretty well. There was a bit of a mis-communication where I got the impression he was annoyed at me (he thought I knew something he’d told me, when in fact he hadn’t told me at all, blah-blah etc etc), so we addressed that at least.

So it looks like I’ll be the only one who’ll have yet to sort out the suit, which means none of the other boys can take theirs and they are probably all pissed off, especially if my older bro is making the trip to Toowoomba to not even be able to take it back home with him until I go there and pay. Pretty frustrating, so the best I can do is go down there Monday morning, maybe make a half-day of it or something, get that crap gone, fork out a couple of hundred bucks for a stupid suit I’ll only wear once, and badabing-badaboom hey presto, the boys can make ANOTHER trip to get their suits. Because no-one can actually live IN Toowoomba can hey? Everyone is at least 80km out in either direction of it.
I mean, why would you live in Toowoomba anyway? Seriously. The boys can just get over it. If I wasn’t so bitter about weddings, I probably would have organised it ages ago, but I really couldn’t give two shits. Sure, I’m happy for my brother, but I’m sure his wife-to-be is more excited about this momentous occasion in her life than my little bro is. Who knows. It’s a big step for anyone.
And it’ll keep the religious parents happy since they already have a 3-year old kid. Wedlock means they can ignore the 3/4-year old sin that’s already occurred, I’m sure on multiple occasions.