I don't want to wake up from this tonight in Just me

Last night was a really bad night pain wise, I'm not sure why, but i'm tired and emotional today. I'm glad i'm going to my Dr as i'm going to demand stronger pain pills then just over the counter bullshit. I'm not one to pop pain pills easily but sometimes I need something stronger. Going out and showering causes a lot of pain. I was out all day Friday and the pain has been worse since then. I was also out all day Wednesday. Times like this i'm thankful i'm not working, I sure as hell know I couldn't be doing it on only over the counter pain pills.

Just want to crawl into bed and cry. But that's not an option so i'll put my happy face on and go deal with the fucking world, cause i'm bad ass like that