My happiness is all that matters in Torridaussity Two

you tell me and yet you are the one keeping me from being truly happy and I don’t have the courage to tell you this or to let you go so I can be happy. I try and try oh how I try, but I can’t seem to try hard enough. Well no that isn’t particularly true it’s just that no one else has even come close to treating me as well as you do and so instead of settling I remain as close to happy as I can be in the situation I am in.