that ain't platinum in 2015

5:21pm

Well, I just found my first white hair about two minutes ago. I kinda felt like that was something that needed to forever be recorded in history.

Now, my mother swears it’s blonde, but I’m definitely disagreeing. Unless we’re talking platinum blonde here. I still don’t think so.

It’s hard to imagine that I’d be getting grey/white hairs already. I mean you all don’t know how old I am exactly, but I’m in my early-ish 20s. Add this white hair to the wrinkles I’ve already got around my eyes and you’d think I was much older. hah.

I always get questions about my age. Like people still card me when I try to buy a drink. And someone about a year and a half ago asked if I’d graduated from high school [instead of college]. So maybe my body is just trying to catch up and doesn’t want me to be questioned anymore. Although this may swing things in the wrong direction. heh. I don’t know. I just mentioned earlier today about how all my hair’s falling out, but I’ve been dealing with random health/skin issues for years. Mom suggested it could be a thyroid problem. I had that checked not too long ago when all my symptoms were pointing in that direction, but the doc said it was all clear. Totally normal and healthy.

I’m not really sure what is up. It seems no matter what I try, everything keeps getting worse. I am really at the point now where I would rather not spend my time and/or money on trying to fix things that aren’t showing any improvement. It feels like a losing battle.

Was never able to finish this and I forgot everything else I wanted to write, so that’s all for now.

Last updated February 09, 2015