new year, same me in Depression

So it’s been a month since I’ve written here. Sorry about that. I’ve been having some serious issues. I’m extremely run down because I’m so depressed. Anything makes me really upset. (Even now, just watching the season 4 finale of desperate housewives to find out they’ve skipped 5 years has upset me a ridiculous amount) I’m having trouble just generally doing things. I can barely get out of bed. I just feel so damn shit that I don’t know how to live anymore. It’s just not worth it anymore