Sweat that shit out in Life in general

I went to hot yoga tonight and it was everything I hoped it would be. I realize that it doesn’t solve anything, but it allows me to turn my mind away from my stressed and focus on something else. Im just in a better headspace after hot yoga. It was exactly what I needed, because my headspace has not been good lately. I enjoyed it so much that I think I will go again tomorrow. I may go to barre too. Because I’m dope and I do dope shit.
Aside from the husband stress, I now have to figure out whether to take the new job I was offered. It would have been a no brainer, but I received a promotion at my current job at the same time. Along with that promotion came my new boss, who I adore so far. They are still working on my formal offer as far as pay, so things are still a bit fuzzy about which way things will go. Each job has its advantages so I think I may just have to make myself write out a pro and con list once I know what the pay difference will be. I hate ending sentences in prepositions but I am too tired for a rewrite.
Does anyone else have a wandering mind when things get rough with their current significant other or husband? I’ve had one ex of mine stuck in my thoughts. He was my first love. We drove each other crazy and those around us always felt slightly uncomfortable because the chemistry was just that combustible and they worried we would start fighting or making out any second. I miss that kind of overwhelming passion sometimes. Sometimes I remember how up and down it always was, how very much like fire and ice we always were. How we were both way too young and immature for a relationship that complex. My sister has told me before that he was the one I should have married. I’ve always wondered about him, it’s just been so much more so lately. I met up with him before E and I broke up the first time and it turned into kind of an emotional affair. Lots of long phone calls after a few too many drinks, cute texts and so very many times of nearly crossing a line, but never actually getting there. That’s not really the norm for me either, we all know Im an impulsive person and will worry about feelings later. I’m just curious how things would be had I not ignored my impulse, just that one time.
Time to turn my mind off tonight. If that’s even possible.