Good week, Christmas shopping, tired. in Since OD is shutting down....

I have to say it’s been a good week. Nothing went horribly wrong, feeling alright with things and glad I’m on break from school.

Work is going alright. We had some issues with another store where some money came up missing and a bunch of people quit. I had made the statement to my friend who’s a manager about how I didn’t feel comfortable counting money anymore and she told my boss so he really sat down and talked to me about things!!! It was a very pleasant conversation but it pisses me off that she’s always told me how I have a big mouth and then she opens hers like that!!!! I was definitely pretty pissed and then when I called and mentioned it, she was being kind of a bitch. I told her that I couldn’t really say what all was talked about and she was like, “well, I already know what happened so…” um okay well that’s cool but I just don’t appreciate her telling my boss something that I was uncomfortable with, especially without telling me first.

Today I slept until about noon or so. I had gotten a text about 10 am asking me to come to work and I just never responded. The same manager that sent that text posted a status on Facebook bitching about how people don’t answer their phones. Um okay well it’s my day off so I’m not obligated to respond! I’m sorry but I worked until almost midnight Thursday night and then worked 10-4:30 pm yesterday so if I’m able to sleep in, that’s just what I’m gonna do. It’s not my fucking problem that they don’t have enough people. I deal with working short handed every fucking day I’m there so they can deal with it when I don’t have to be there working. I had to work with that girl that doesn’t talk to me but she was only there for about 2 hours so I’m hoping that’s how it’s going to be every Friday.

I’ve gotten into this new thing lately where I don’t like to participate in gossip or drama of any kind. I’m just so tired of hearing people bitch about other people and hearing things that are just negative or toxic. I used to get a lot of stress relief by talking about others but now I just find it to be pointless and negative. Life is just too fucking short to waste bitching and worrying about things unless it affects you. People also try and bring up what happened at our other store and I straight up say, “no gossip” and then they shut the fuck up and leave me alone with it. They probably talk about it while I’m not around to hear it and that’s okay but I just feel like it’s not our place to be discussing shit that doesn’t have anything to do with us.

I’m also really enjoying being single. I don’t know what it is but for the past a couple of weeks I’ve just felt really comfortable and satisfied with my life the way it is. I really like that my life is my own and I can just do my own thing without anyone bitching about it. I like that there’s no one trying to control me or tell me what to do. I like making all my own decisions and not having to answer to anyone.

My Christmas shopping is done. I didn’t get as much as I wanted, but I managed to buy a few things for my niece, my brother and his girlfriend. I only got his girlfriend one thing because she’s not one of my favorite people but I didn’t want her to feel left out. I got my brother a deep fryer. My niece got clothes, a pretty purple microfleece blanket, twistable crayons, coloring book, sticker book, 3 plastic cups that are Frozen themed, and I might get here a few more things before Christmas Day.

Anyways, I’m gonna get her to bed and then go crash myself. More tomorrow.