This Pregnancy is Not What I Expected in Inside My Head

ECV was unsuccessful. Baby is still breech. C-section will be scheduled next week. Mike and my sister said the same thing essentially; “It could be worse.” They could’ve told me they didn’t hear a heartbeat. They could’ve told me something was seriously wrong with the baby. While having a c-section isn’t optimal, it’s not worst thing. People have them all the time - sometimes women elect to have them. So while this pregnancy itself was a complete surprise and how it’s going to end is not my first choice, the end result is still going to give me exactly what I’ve been begging and praying for for over a year. I get a baby.

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