Hectic week, back hurts, tired. in Since OD is shutting down....

It’s been kind of a shitty week and I’m very glad I don’t work again until Tuesday afternoon. Monday night was a fucking joke, Tuesday night I ended up leaving early due to a mishap at work, Wednesday I ended up having to close as a supervisor, and last night I had a good night other than my boss being a bitch and putting a huge damper on my evening. I’m so fucking glad this week is over.

I am now getting ready to leave as I have to go make my car payment, get groceries, get my oil change and then come home and get some cleaning done. My paycheck was a decent size but not enough to do everything I wanted to do so I’m going to have to scrimp on something but I just don’t know what. I woke up worrying about money and it’s super stressful. I’m also very tired and hoping I’ll be able to nap at some point today.

My weight loss is still going okay but I’m now wondering if the reason why I feel bigger than what my pants are suggesting is due to my scale not working properly. It gives me a different number almost every time so I think I’m going to look into buying a new one. I’m still being very careful meal wise and exercising quite a bit. I almost quit my job on Wednesday so I didn’t do much that day. If my boss wouldn’t have pushed me to go to work, I wouldn’t have gone back. I had a horrible night Tuesday and was at my breaking point so I spent some time on Wednesday looking for a job. One place actually called me back yesterday so I need to set up an interview with them.

I just feel like I owe it to myself to explore other jobs. I’m so tired of where I’m at and putting up with the same bullshit everyday and now that I know I’m never getting a raise, and more than likely no Christmas bonus, I just don’t feel like I should stay. I also know that once I get my car paid off, that’s another reason for me to find something else. I’m there because I make tips and it’s made it a lot easier to make car payments but I’m ready for something else. I’ve also changed my schedule so I’m going to work Tuesday through Friday instead of Monday through Thursday.

My final for Med Term is Tuesday at 8:15 so I’m going to get my studying in over the weekend and on Monday. It’s going to be so nice to be home Monday night to study and be able to relax before the final. I’m super happy because once it’s over, I’m free for like a month. I’ll have to go back either Wednesday or Thursday to sell my books back which will be nice to have a little bit of money for the holidays. I ordered my niece’s blanket yesterday but still plan to buy her some other things. She’s going to get the most this year. I didn’t get to spoil her last Christmas so I am glad I get to this year. My brother told me yesterday she’s been bugging to come spend the night so I’ll probably take her either tonight or tomorrow night. I’m leaning more towards tomorrow night so that I can get a good nights sleep tonight and have energy for her tomorrow.

So I need to get down the road and get my shit done. I’ll write more later on…