Angry - 03.11.13 in Your Face

I hate feeling angry all the time. I'm like a wounded bear. I make more and more bad decisions and I just feel like I'm suffocating. I am bitter and cranky.

I don't want to waste my life like this. I have wasted too much of it already. I tell myself time and time again that I will turn over a new leaf, straighten up, be a normal fucking adult. I can't seem to do it. Not when I don't have a tangible reason. I feel as though I have nothing, I am insignificant, so why should it matter what I do? I am so pathetic.

I wish I could just sleep the weekends away. Keep myself out of trouble and despair.