A little bored in 1st

This is the kind of place people feel comfortable. It’s perfectly normal to face a wall, leave things in a seat, pour your heart out to a friend, read/study for hours.

I’ve had too much caffeine. More than half the cheesecake went into my purse ( it came in a plastic shell thing, it’s fine) because I seriously felt like throwing up.....no more for me.

Really wish it was over, I want to go home. I just feel.....frumpy, fat, self aware beyond what I wish I was. It’s slowed down a good bit here and the conversations have become less and less interesting. I seriously think next time this happens I’m going to try to meet someone her....at least for a little while. Just to sit and talk......