anorexia's comfortable. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

well but at the same time not really. actually since I’ve gained [damnit] I’ve been more comfortable. no I don’t.........I don’t mean physically. um. otherwise. it’s comfortable to be stuck. it’s safe here. which is what I like about it. and w/ everything going on w/ christopher which has led me to not feel comfortable and safe [which is why my house isn’t ‘home’] well. i’ll find it other ways.