flu weight dr. depreion in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

yeah so like I said I got my flu shot. I don’t normally get them. it’s not a bad plan. I got the flu like..........2? yrs ago. it was horrible. I don’t ever get that sick. so now i’m all super adamant about people not getting the flu and getting the flu shot.
so I’ve gained 3 lbs. since the last time they saw me. I don’t remember when that was. it was since may I know that. i’m in the triple digits which i’m not to happy about.
yeah so I brought up the subject o BC for my period and how my period made me feel when she asked and brought up my depression and then I had. a depression screening. it was hard to be that honest [this is the first time I’ve been that honest w/ any MD about my depression] but I remembered anything I tell her is between us. which helps/ed. we discussed the topic of antidepressants. I’ve never been on any mental health meds in my life. it’s not the med i’m against it’s things being in pill form anything. like if they made like advil in liquid form then i’d be more ok w/ people taking it. I didn’t tell her about this. I have an aversion to the light box thing and I don’t know why [or maybe I do I just don’t want to say why]. I wish there was. like an injection they could give you for depression not to cure you but just to help you. i’d be ok w/ that. so I didn’t really tell her what BC option I wanted but I know which one the injection thingy. and I didn’t tell her that bc A: we didn’t really discuss it that much and 2: I already knew which one I wanted. so I don’t want to talk about it I just want to set up an appt. to get it. i’m not that comfortable w/ most people to tell them this. this is why I don’t like dr.s. well not them personally just that part of it. honestly it felt like a wasted hr.