Why I Blog in meh...
- Nov. 13, 2014, 11:31 a.m.
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Lots of people have their reasons for blogging. I blog for mental floss. I also use Twitter for those get those weird thought out moments.
I am emotional. I have a lot to say, but I turn to blogging because it’s that…well…My friends have heard it all. I don’t like constantly lamenting to them. I have feelings that run so deep and they passionately course through me and I need an outlet other than them. They give advice, but it’s advice coming from their view of the situation. They don’t know how I feel and why something torments me. Now that I think about it, my friends don’t have hearts in some ways. I’m emotional and I’m not afraid to feel no matter what that feeling is. While I have become a cynic, I am still open and receptive to…whatever.
So with that being said, I’m sleepy. I had a weird dream last night that was a blend of The Walking Dead and Orange Is The New Black. I don’t remember much about it, but I do know one thing. Next time I drink before bed, it’s gotta be stronger than wine so I can sleep through the dreaming phase.
In the meantime, I sent a text to my daughter before I went to bed and asked what happened to her and baby. She said she will come this weekend instead, because I was expecting them last night. I asked if tensions have calmed down a bit. She said yes, a bit.
But of course it’s not a permanent fix.
::deep sighs::
Respectfully & Sleepily yours,
Sister…
QueenSuzu ⋅ November 13, 2014
It is hard to help someone who will not help themselves. My ss does not work, when he gets a job, he works one day and then walks off. He had a gf, moved in with her and her parents, hit the dad, had charges, after his probation, he moved back in with the gf's family! They have a. Baby now and got married a couple of weeks ago, still living with the parents. His gf, now his wife, only works part time at the mall, he stays home to watch the baby. They make noises about wanting their own place, but do nothing about it. As I said, it is hard to help people who will not help themselves. We have to distance ourselves because we cannot live their life for them, but it is hard. Take care.
Sister QueenSuzu ⋅ November 13, 2014
Appreciate this comment. My cousin was/is going through this with one of his sons living home with him with his wife and child.
It's hard because it's our children, but as you stated we can't live their life for them.
You take care as well. Thank you.
LivingWaterCreek ⋅ November 13, 2014
Mental floss is the best description I could use for myself. That second paragraph is a page from my book of life. This twin thing is pretty strong, I think I like it. Too bad you weren't here last night. You, me, and Jim B. could have talked.
Praying your day is blessed.
Sister LivingWaterCreek ⋅ November 13, 2014
Good old, Jim.
Haven't talked to him in MONTHS...lol
It is well so far. Thanks Twin. ;)